Well here it is, my second attempt at a blog. I'm tired of not saying the things I want to say so i'm gonna promise myself to say them here. I feel like I have insightful things to say and I'm sick getting frusterated everytime I go to say them because I trip over my words. I've always been a better writer than talker, too intimidated I guess, I keep realizing that I'm not doing nearly enough writing and yet I do nothing about it. I'm talking about meaninful writing here, not just my hours of pointless conversation on MSN. Besides that's wearing thin nowadays. It's really beginning to piss me off that I never allow myself quiet moments. I study all morning, go to class all afternoon, come home chat on msn and hang out with steve, then it's off to bed, where I stress about all the shit I have to do the next day. I used to have pretty cool things in my head, and my internet connection seems to be destroying it. So I'm gonna use my computer for good for a change. No porn, no MSN, no MP3s. Just pure unadulterated me. I have nothing to say right now.